Time of Day

Right now is not my favorite time of day. The time of day where I'm just finding the spots all over my legs where the bugs ate me alive. The time of day where I'm wondering where the crap that came from. The time of day where I'm no longer the social butterfly. The time of day where I'm seriously contemplating the one thing I swore I'd never do. The time of day where I look at cute pictures of couples, and almost start to cry. The time of day where all I want to do is book a flight home- wherever that may be. The time of day where all I want to do is eat my feelings in the form of french fries dipped in frosties. The time of day where I miss my family and home more than I can ever remember. The time of day where I wish I could be studying right now. The time of day where all I want to listen to is sad love songs, angry girl music, and Coldplay. The time of day where if you mess with me I'll punch you in the face. The time of day when not even the sight of the moon could make me smile. The time of day where I feel fake. The time of day where everything from the brain down is exhausted. The time of day where I want to listen to the Fray's Never Say Never 84 more times. The time of day where I really just want to cry my eyes out. The time of day where a kiss of the forehead would make life so much better. The time of day where all I want is for my dad to swoop me up in one of his big bear hugs, and for my mom to tell me how awesome I am, and that I'm a daughter of God. The time of day where I just want to fast forward to 3.7 months from now. The time of day where I want to read Wuthering Heights, because it matches my heart. The time of day where I want to be impatient and selfish. The time of day where I know what I really want, and dude, I want it. The time of day where I want to read Harry Potter. The time of day where I'm happy that I have a blog. The time of day where I want to fall asleep to Pride and Prejudice. The time of day where I make rash decisions. The time of day when I'm not myself. Right now is not my favorite time of day. Thank you, and goodnight.