This Will Probably Have to Be Continued...

So my goal for November is to blog every single day. That shouldn't be too hard, because that's pretty much what I do now. But you know...I wouldn't want to strain myself in my goal setting or anything... that would be tragic. Oh, and happy November dear readers. I can't even believe it! Crazy pants!!!

You are probably wondering about auditions, huh? Because pretty much every single thing in my life felt like it was leading up to that. But never fear. I shall leave you in suspense no longer. THEY WENT GREAT!!!!!!!!!! It was so much fun, and I feel so good about the whole experience. But I will have to tell you about the awesomeness tomorrow. I am so tired from such an emotional/stressful/crazy pants/I want to gouge my eyes out week, and a really intense dance audition yesterday that I can't even type properly. So this is to be continued dear readers. Just hang in there. I promise to deliver tomorrow. Thank you, and goodnight.

PUMPKINS!!! (Yes... it's that AWESOME.)

So carving pumpkins is perhaps my favorite thing in the whole world. I look forward to it all year. I think I will start a petition to start carving pumpkins for every holiday. I really think it would set the mood for holidays like Groundhog's Day, and Columbus Day, and National 10-4 Day, not to mention Hanukkah and Pearl Harbor Day. But that's just me. Let me know what you think. But last night was pumpkin carving night in apartment 203, and it rocked my socks. So that's kind of a lie. Remember that Disney Adventure that I am indeed on? Well it continued last night, and I had the worst stomach pain of my life. It was almost funny (almost.) because of how badly it hurt. I never have stomach pain. It's all part of the adventure!! There was literally one point where I was lying on the ground and and strained my back trying to move and I couldn't decide which hurt worse, so I just started laughing. I hope they are filming this somewhere in Heaven so I can look back and laugh one more time.

But I was determined to carve my freakin' pumpkin!! And I did! Ha! And it is awesome! I got a Disney Princess carving kit (I think I have a problem...) and I did Snow White. It is slightly awesome, thank you very much. Kinsey started to do the much fought over Cinderella, but it was no good because her pumpkin was way too thick. So she was resourceful, and turned Cinderella's head into an eyebrow and made a face. I laughed a little bit, but it looks great! And Mary did Aurora which she renamed "Sleeping Sweet Spirit." It was so much fun! Oh, and life was made 87.4 times better because we had a Hugh Jackman movie on in the background. Yes. It was great.

Me and Kinsey waiting to carve in anticipation...or something.

Um...good thing this is sideways! But you can still witness the terror. It's quite frightening.

Um, so I like the guts. So does Kinseth.

Look at that concentration. Magic.

Oh, how cute. Me and Snow White.

Yeah... this is the real deal. It took me three HOURS!!! But it was so fun!

Um, answer=YES. Carving pumpkins is sunshine in my soul. Thank you, and goodnight.

Embrace

Some days you just have to embrace your inner self, and I can tell you- it's great. You see I have this theory; that secretly everyone in a giant nerd. Some of us tend to wear in on our sleeve a little bit more than the rest of us, but in reality, everyone is a nerd. There are science nerds, math nerds, health nerds, English nerds, theatre nerds, writing nerds, choir nerds, hot dog nerds, Nerf gun nerds, surfing nerds, the list goes on and on. Pretty much everyone in college is a nerd. It just depends on what their major is. So my roommates and I decided to embrace that the other night. Earlier that day, Mary decided to go back to second grade and "poof" her bangs. I made a great deal of fun at her expense when it happened, but by that night, I start to think that it could be a ton of fun. I mean why not? So Kinsey, Jennifer and I embraced our inner nerds. And it was awesome.

This is the real me. Okay, so not really. (Hopefully.) But it is a time in my life that I seem to revert to quite often. No further comment.

Kinsey and Me. Um...wow. Our lips don't lie.

Jennifer was an attractive nerd. She was the interior designer nerd, and as such had to maintain a certain amount of professionalism.

Me and Kinsey. Awww.... I really like her curl. She has this Link Larkin thing going on that just works.

Look at the unabashed joy!! (Well, maybe not for Jennifer...)

So yeah... that was our unofficial "embrace your inner nerd night." It was full of joy and gladness and I may or may not be wanting to poof my bangs again. Just becuase I can. Thank you, and goodnight.

Tender Mercies and More Stress

I have good news dear readers!!! I found a ride!!! HAPPY DAY!!!! I was totally freaking out, as you may or may not be able to tell by my last blog. I didn't know what to do. If worse came to worse, my amazing roommate Jennifer said that she could take us. She will receive blessings for that one, because if nothing else, it put my heart at ease. It was awesome. But, in the end, it was not necessary. Courtney (my partner in crime who is auditioning with me) and I plastered our helpless and rideless state all over Facebook. And today, I am grateful for that little invention called Facebook, complete with the wall posts, and status updates. If it were not for said wall posts and status updates, I may have never found a ride to Salt Lake!!! (Don't worry... Facebook is not the tender mercy I am talking about...) My friend Lakisha happens to be my friend on Facebook, and she saw my plea. And it just so happens that she is going down for the auditions too!! She said that I could get a ride. So we started chatting on that wretched Facebook Chat, and daring to hope, I asked her if there was any way that I could bring one more person with me. Because, I could not have left Courtney with out a ride. I would have been the biggest jerk face ever in the history of friendship. But that was not to be, because low and behold, Lakisha had another seat!!! And really it was an answer to two prayers. I was praying for two extra seats, and she was praying for two extra passengers. I LOVE MY HEAVENLY FATHER!!!!!

So I basically started screaming like a crazy lady when I found all of this out. Oh, and my roommates were in the room with me, and our good friend, Tyler. But it's all okay really, because they already knew I was crazy. So all is well. I was pretty much almost crying. Life is great, and I get to audition for Disney World still!!! Hooray!!!

In the meantime, I'm having lots of fun with all of these random health issues. I don't really get it. (Well, duh... Adversity, Em.) I feel nice and sick all of the time... and am slightly worried about the actual auditions. But I know that since everything else is working out, this will too. Now my next step is to start busting out the monologues in my room to brush up on my acting skills. (You laugh people, but I tell you it works!!) Oh, and I'm pretty sure that this is the most stressful week of my life. For real. I have eight million things that I have to do. (And yes, blogging counts because it is an outlet, and since I can't exercise- I'm an invalid- this will have to do.) So... Stress, stress, stress, stress, stress!! Awesome socks. But this is really just part of the fun adventure to Disney!! There better be some kind of crown involved. That's all. Thank you, and goodnight.

Adversity=Determination

So I am going to audition for a character for Disney World in Salt Lake at 10:00 on Friday the 31st of October 2008, and no one and nothing is going to stop me. I dare you to. Even though ever since I made the definite decision to go through with the audition anything and everything has gone wrong. But don't mistake me. That can be slightly awesome, but is mostly just retarded crap!!! I severely screwed up my back and taking a little walk to the Ricks building today for class was painfully fun. (Literally.) I was on the couch all weekend, and sick Saturday night, and have had all of these awful adversarial thoughts telling me how much I suck, I don't know if I will be able to dance on Friday, and my goldfish drowned!!!!!!! Okay, so not really, but it could have with the weekend I have had. Oh, and I have had three different rides cancel on me. Which is pure sweetness. I totally understand, but it is still kind of crappy. Alas. Oh, and pretty sure no one is going to Utah this weekend, which equals Emmilie can't find a ride there. That never happens...EVER!!! You can always get a ride to Utah!!! What the St. Francis is going on here?!?!?!?!?! People are always going to Utah!!! WHAT THE CRAP???????????????? Okay. I just had to get that out. Oh, and I checked shuttle prices. ha. A one way trip costs $50=Emmilie is broke=Emmilie shan't take the shuttle=Emmilie is freaking out!!!!

But, I have decided that this is secretly (very secretly) a good thing. Why you may ask?? Because all of this adversity means that I am doing the right thing by auditioning!!! Which means that I really didn't mess up the interview! It was the spirit directing me!!! Which means that God loves me!!! "Have we not so great reasons to rejoice!" Indeed I do! I mean really? What is a little back pain? We have modern medicine and frozen vegetables! What is a little adversarial thoughts? We have prayer and a loving Heavenly Father! What is no car? I can walk!! (Sorry... I got caught up in the moment... But you get the idea.) I am so very blessed, and I know that if there has been this much opposition within the first four days of deciding to do this it will work out!! I don't know how, but I know it will!! I know that God will bless me and lead me down the path to become the daughter he would have me become!! I love the Lord with all of my heart!!! Life is great! And until I get to Salt Lake, I have the sneaky feeling that my life is going to be...um...crazy/stressful/pain filled/difficult/FUN/whatever and amen... But don't worry. I'll probably blog about it, and you too can share in the joy. Thank you, and goodnight.

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So I broke my back. So...that is kind of an overstatement. But nonetheless it hurts. A lot. But don't worry dear readers (all six of you...) I'm staying strong. Well, I'm staying iced and medicated. So all is well.

How did this happen you may ask? I was working out... and uh, yeah. I was running, and there was this weird pain in my back. Like the moron I am, I just kept on going. It's fine. Then I did some weights. It was fun. I got on the leg press and forgot to check how much weight was going on before I started. Yeah... it was on 80. Awesome. It hurt so bad!!! I thought it was slightly great. So I changed it to 60- um.. no good. So then I changed it to 40, which also hurt, so I just finished. And uh, yep. I killed the back. Sweetness. (Sarcasm Button: ON)

So today I laid on the couch with frozen vegetables on my back and watched movies. Every two hours I medicated up and froze by back. It was a...great day. I'm kind of freaking out because I am supposed to have dancing auditions in six days! That will be stupendous. I think that I really am supposed to audition, because I made up my mind, and started having all of this adversity for it. Great!!! It will be good though. I have faith that if this is the Lord's plan for me, it will all work out. It may not be easiest, but it will turn out fine. Indeed. So until then I will continue to defrost vegetables on my back. Thank you and goodnight.

Interviews, Auditions and Other Nonesense

So today I had my interview today...and uh, yeah. I don't really know what happened, but I started saying all of this stuff that I really don't think that I meant. So the moral of the story is that I don't know if I will get an offer now. Sad day. But I trust that it is all in the Lord's hands, and I know that if I am supposed to do this, I will. I have faith, and I'm excited for whatever happens next.

But, I did change my mind, and decided that I am going to go to Salt Lake and audition to be a Disney Character!! I'm so excited! Really nervous, but still excited. The auditions are on Friday the 31st, in Orem. I am working out everyday to try to get a little more in shape... We'll see how that one goes!!

Tonight I am going on a "date" with my amazing roommate, Kinsey. I love her lots! My other roommies are going to see High School Musical 3. Kinsey and I did not want to see it, so we decided to pair off and do our own thing. So we are going to see Forever Strong. I am so excited...that's all. It will be so fun.

This is me and Kinsey being roommates. The end.

So I will keep you all up to date with all of the Disney events... Pray that I'll make it!! I want to go to Florida!!! Thank you, and goodnight.